Finally...Everything have ended...Exam...Feelings...Everything...
With him officially as his BF, I also can officially retired from my job of care about her anymore...Don't say me as someone that only care about those girls that not yet couple etc. Is just that past experience teach me normally my existence in those that have BF already is vanished from their memory unless there is some problem occur, then only they will remember me back...
After blog and blog and blog...I noticed that now this blog have become a place I really can express my feelings...Of coz talking to a friend is good but...Sometimes they always think that what I whining is just a small matter...But for me...Is as huge as Universe...But this blog won't complain anything...No matter how slow I "talk", how ridiculous my reason to be sad, it'll just listen to the very end...
Finally I end my Gamma year already...Last year, at this very moment I also fail in Love, now is the same again...Both impact also very very hurt...Though this one is much more hurt than last year one...So confirm again the theory of looping of my fate...I wonder how many more loop I need to face? Is it really endless? Can I survive though this endless loop till the day I die? I wonder...
As usual, I have 3 weeks to wash away all these stupid feelings...But it'll take along time...I know...But...For now I'll just assuming she still studying at Kampar, where she forget about me and I also forget about her temporary...I hope it'll help...
Good bye Gamma! Next sem onwards is the Delta Year where my FYP is waiting for me...How will it be? Oh well...With a hog-like group mate where arguments always happen, I seriously have a bad feeling already for my next sem...
With him officially as his BF, I also can officially retired from my job of care about her anymore...Don't say me as someone that only care about those girls that not yet couple etc. Is just that past experience teach me normally my existence in those that have BF already is vanished from their memory unless there is some problem occur, then only they will remember me back...
After blog and blog and blog...I noticed that now this blog have become a place I really can express my feelings...Of coz talking to a friend is good but...Sometimes they always think that what I whining is just a small matter...But for me...Is as huge as Universe...But this blog won't complain anything...No matter how slow I "talk", how ridiculous my reason to be sad, it'll just listen to the very end...
Finally I end my Gamma year already...Last year, at this very moment I also fail in Love, now is the same again...Both impact also very very hurt...Though this one is much more hurt than last year one...So confirm again the theory of looping of my fate...I wonder how many more loop I need to face? Is it really endless? Can I survive though this endless loop till the day I die? I wonder...
As usual, I have 3 weeks to wash away all these stupid feelings...But it'll take along time...I know...But...For now I'll just assuming she still studying at Kampar, where she forget about me and I also forget about her temporary...I hope it'll help...
Good bye Gamma! Next sem onwards is the Delta Year where my FYP is waiting for me...How will it be? Oh well...With a hog-like group mate where arguments always happen, I seriously have a bad feeling already for my next sem...
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